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draw her wings and scythe like how you would normally draw it (size wise)

old design still ok. think of this as like battle beatrix and old design as casual bea

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updates:

USERNAME POLL CLOSED. THANKS TO ALL WHO VOTED 😊

i dont find that username representtative of me anymore. its mostly just personal preference. vote in comment section which username suits me or if i should stay. i will choose tomorrow or monday.

writing/poems:

i’ll be starting to write more often, mostly poems, small stories and such. i’m working on a new story called “wouldn’t you like to be free?*” (title subject to change)

its about two roomates (soleil montgomery and alexandra davis) who hear about a demon named goliath attacking his sister karina from their best friend, joel padilla.

joel watches over lake okverne, a lake popular with tourists and families for it’s pristine setting, a rare bird thought to be extinct but came back through strange means, and paranormal sightings. joel tries to keep the paranormal from harming innocent humans/animals.

his sister, karina, worked in a clothing store in a mall, and often loved to show off her fashion and “luxurious” hair. she often loved to go to routerre island, an island filled with snobby rich people and beaches. goliath inhabited it, but no one noticed her as she lived in an abandoned cave with dangerous gas.

when goliath sold something to karina, things turned south. she basically possessed her and later died, then turning into this tendril monster. soleil and alexandra have to fight karina (as the tentacle monster) capture goliath, and try to revive her.

finished date: likely summer of 2025

mental health:

i have not been doing particularily well. i’m happy right now as i’m writing this but for the past weeks, family issues, fear about my loved ones and the world, questioning my identity, impostor(sus) syndrome and other personal shit, i have been really sad, existential and paranoid. i have been fluctuating between my usual semi-optimism to full out cynicism with some extremely unsavory elements.

my art has been more focused on that on the moment due to art being a great way to release stress ever since i joined ng, and i try to combine stuff like 2000s influences, occult motiffs, nature elements, dystopic/end-of-the-world motiffs and some surrealism.

i do hope things will get better for me. i know i cant really change the world, but i can change what i can do.

other:

i will be doing more experimental stuff. (surrealism,realism, retro anime, 3d, more pixel art, etc.)

i may start a bluesky if i have the want to. im not really in the headspace 4 it tho. (-_-)

more fanart

i’ll be in supporter party for when my supporter remains.

see ya!

this one is very special :3